I will never

Have a Thursday, December 18th 2008 again. It was good, but as it comes to a close I'm forced to wonder what else I could have done with this day. Who knows where else I could be in life if I hadn't made the choices I made or have done what I have up to this point. It seems as though all moments in my life have been perfectly orchestrated to take me to this point, only for this point to pass and be one of the millions of moments previously experienced in my life, propelling me toward some unknown end. Like a car hurtling down the highway at night, all I know is that i am going somewhere. Can't see much in front of me and the glow of brake lights illuminates my memories... Leaving old days in the past. So imperfect, typos and everything. Life happens. Sometimes it's foggy, sometimes I get tired and feel like I'll fall asleep at the wheel. I stop along the way to be re energized, to take a brake from life. As the road signs fly by and the moments pass by, I'm forced to sit, to ask why. To figure out what's going on and where I'm headed. Praying to God I can hold the path on the road I'm on and drive with those people who will keep me in that direction. And when it's all over, please make it sweet. Let me live and realize that the road I was on, although rough and not always easy, took me somewhere amazing. Let me end up with the sunlight kissing my cheeks. God, let me make it through the night. And as I keep driving down this road, gaining momentum and passing every moment faster, let me come to love the road I'm on, and love every second of it. Yeah. That's a night time ride. That's life.